so finally you learnt a thing

Don't be silly. 你没有小智那样机灵和幸运，努力和专心才是你应该做的事。。。
不能靠运气，不要裸考，不要分心。
记着，唯一人家不能拿走的就是你的知识。
努力过后总会有效果。

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今天心情特别差。。。成绩巨烂无比。。。可是有一种奇妙的感觉。。。觉得对男生有感觉真好：）虽然无缘无份，但是每天看到他都觉得开心。^^哎我要好好学韩语！！！

ok tomorrow is the grand day

hey bertha dont give up.. Just for a few more hours and then u r gonna take the fucking AP test and have freedom hahaha~~~add oil... You need to be as good as the guys u has a crush on now(Andrew hehehehe)...library becomes my place....the only place that I see him...Ivy league yoyoyo !!! Columbia Yale Wellesley Standford gogogo

after AP chemistry

你知道你今天考的有多烂，你知道你今天吃了多少卡路里，你还想重蹈覆澈么？
不能再那么失败了。fall term 的你在哪里？
好好努力学习呀。。就只剩下三个礼拜而已。。

不要放弃，这个term一定要比winter考的好：）加油清雅！要学习酱油和亲爱的清雅啊
不要求不断学习，只要求高效率，高专注力

omg.

I am not afraid of failing./
I must convince myself that I need more improvements.
I AM NOT WORKING  HARD ENOUGH.
It is SO important not to waster money, esp when I broke my Macbook.
My God, I wish I can do anything to make things better. TO MAKE MY PARENTS HAPPY>
I know I didn't get leadership posts tht I want, but I wish I can try again and again
ADD OIL BERTHA:)

feels terrible.

miserable.puzzled.where should I go? What's my priority? Viola,Piano,Voice, what should I choose? God, help me. Guide me to the right direction!

FINISH HISTORY PAPER NOW!!!

LOSE WEIGHT>.< YOUR PANTS DONT FIT YOU ANYMORE

dont let ur emotion in charge of ur life

i m busy this week, 4 tests and a paper.. Tests r done and they are all bad. I feel so regret, and it also means I dont concentrate enough. I am even lazier than I was in fall term. Failure cant be repeated again and again.

I NEED TO CHANGE! BE THE BEST OF ALL!

I didn't put my best effort on things. I shouldn't compare myself with Crystal, but she sets an example for me to do better and DO MY BEST! I have a lot of things to do this year, the busy junior year. I chose to challenge myself in taking harder classes, and I am confident to do the best in all of them, not just for myself but also for my family. I am so glad to be with my family, and they give me support. Dad, I don't want you to be sad. Please pray for me to work as hard as I can. I can work anytime and God please teach me how to allocate time efficiently. I can't be the one I am now. I need to finish my essay immediately and move on on SAT subject tests, SAT I and Science Olympiad.