dont let ur emotion in charge of ur life

i m busy this week, 4 tests and a paper.. Tests r done and they are all bad. I feel so regret, and it also means I dont concentrate enough. I am even lazier than I was in fall term. Failure cant be repeated again and again.

I NEED TO CHANGE! BE THE BEST OF ALL!

I didn't put my best effort on things. I shouldn't compare myself with Crystal, but she sets an example for me to do better and DO MY BEST! I have a lot of things to do this year, the busy junior year. I chose to challenge myself in taking harder classes, and I am confident to do the best in all of them, not just for myself but also for my family. I am so glad to be with my family, and they give me support. Dad, I don't want you to be sad. Please pray for me to work as hard as I can. I can work anytime and God please teach me how to allocate time efficiently. I can't be the one I am now. I need to finish my essay immediately and move on on SAT subject tests, SAT I and Science Olympiad.

dont be upset about a moment of loneliness

ya that is the right way. shouldnt be affected just by one person. Walk away if nothing changes good. You need to meet more people. only Real friends last long.

KEEP GOING>DONT LOSE YOUR FOCUS LIKE LAST YEAR.

nothing is worse than wasting your time.

dont think too much

havent been thinking about personal relationships for a long time. Actually it is not a great deal. I know I face many failures and obstacles, JUST PERFORM YOUR BEST SELF! You have been paying a lot of hard work this year. You should keep going and Be confident. STAY FOCUSED ON ACADEMICS AND CONTROL YOUR TEMPER AND BE FRIENDLY!:)